Oh crap. I'm soooo fucked up.

Almost everyday since you left, I write a note in my calendar. Usually, "I miss you".

I was hoping I would slowly stop writing those notes, leaving a day and then another , until I missed you no more.

Today I looked at the calendar and I saw so many days...
I gave up writing. Not because I stopped missing you, but because I realised that even after three hole months I still miss you every single day.